Jeene Ka Andaaj Badal Lete Hai

Ae dost chal aaj phir jeene ka andaaj badal lete hai,

Jo dushron ko na aaye pasand vo aawaj badal lete hai,

Ab hum vo purane ehsaas badal lete hai,

Jinhe koi samajh na saka vo jajbaat badal lete hai,

Chal aaj phir jeene ka andaaj badal lete hai,

Jo waqt ke saath beet gaye vo halaat badal lete hai,

Jo hame chodkar chale gaye vo phir kabhi nahi aayenge,

Laut aaye jo to phir hame kabhi chodkar na ja payenge,

Waqt ke saath khud ko kuch is qadar badal lete hai,

Ae dost chal aaj phir jeene ka andaaj badal lete hai,

Chodkar hum khud ko ye paigaam badal lete hai,

Jhuthi jo hai vo muskaan badal lete hai,

Kisi se kuch paane ki caah badal lete hai,

Jo khud ko na aaye pasand vo raah badal lete hai,

Ae dost chal aaj phir jeene ka andaaj badal lete hai…

Zindagi

Zindagi ab to amanat hai teri..

Har khushi, dhundhu main tujhse judi…
Har kadam …santh main chalna tere…..
Dekhu tujhe, ankhe jb meri khule…..
Har tarang … tujhse hi judte dikhe…..
Sanso main bhi teri hi khushbu miley…..
Dhadkan meri …mujhse shararat kare…..
Sanse meri tere hi dum se chale ……
Zindagi meri h tu …..
Har khushi tujhse meri….
Zindagi ab to amanat h teri …………….

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POET- Kalpana Patel

Asksar kyo…….?

Asksar kyo…….?

Apne hi bhrosha tod jate hai….
Labo pe gile sikve chod jate hai…..
Jin par ho sabse jyada viswas…..
Jo h hamare liye sabse khas…
Wo hi hamse muh mod jaye hai……

Akhasr kyo………?

Dil main dard to hota hai…..
Par banya nhi kar pate…….
Ankhon main nami to hoti hai…..
Par anshu baha nhi pate……
Or chah kr bhi na jane kyon….
Ham anshu chupa nhi pate…….

Akhasar kyo………?

Kisi ko chah kr bhi bhula nhi pate……..
Dil ka dard sabko bayan krna to chahte hai….
Pr labj byan nhi kr pate……
Waqt kam hote h gila krne ko ……
Shbad kam hote h shikwa krne ko ……
Par shikayte hai ki dil se mita nhi pate……

Akhsar kyo……..?

POET- Kalpana Patel

Shattered

Shattered on the floor

Collecting all her broken pieces

She cannot take it anymore

Left with no other choices

Crying all by herself in midnight

Cuddled in her own arms for warmth

Screaming all the voices in her head

Nobody can listen but her soul

No-one sees the sorrow

in her smile

She walked bare foot

more than a mile….all alone

Tears burning down her pillow

Bearing the heat is the only way she knows

Could not show the world

what is in her mind

Because she has been like this and cannot rewind.

I am in LOVE!!

I am in Love,

It is a strange feeling.

Seeing her face,

From the only creepy crevice.

I feel suffocated,

Inside the vacuum with a crack

But,

She overpowers this suffocated ness.

I feel lucky,

Seeing her from the crack

The only crack in my captor.

They say it is a ventilator,

To bring in air;

I know it is funny.

But it is only me,

Who laughs off it.

And they laugh at me.

They bring in food,

Two times. That is the only time,

The filthy world comes to me.

Every day a familiar-different face,

Cursing me.

I don’t know why?

They say I murdered my wife,

I don’t know if that is true.

Anyway, I thank them.

They shut me in,

& now I am in love.

Every dusk I get excited,

I manage to get to black hole,

The black hole to heaven, to my love.

Yes, she is my heaven.

Now here I am standing, staring.

Facing my love.

I don’t know if she is seeing me,

I don’t care.

I just want to stare,

& just stare.

She is beautifully  dark,

With a peaceful  face.

The face is embedded,

With wrinkles,

Glowing wrinkles.

Perfectly created. They say it was GOD.

I thank him.

I don’t know if she is pretty.

She  certainly is beautiful.

Her silver wrinkles scattered untidily,

Over her dark face.

As if moving.

Yes, She is BEAUTIFUL.

An expanse of pure black serenity,

Breathing peace and contentment.

She comes and waits,

For long hours.

I pray: Her wait lasts long every day.

My wish gets fulfilled.

Every dusk,

She comes and waits and waits.

They say her name’s NIGHT.

I am in LOVE with NIGHT.

And, they say I’m MAD.

I don’t know what I am,

Or who really am I.

I don’t care b’cuz

I am In LOVE.

बिना तेरे माँ

बिना तेरे माँ

तुझसे मिलकर मैं पहली बार हँसा

बिना तेरे मैं मैंने सिखा रोने।।

तूने मेरे खाव्बो को पंख दिए

माँ

बिना तेरे दुनिया ने दुःख क्या कम दिए

मैं ही था एक नादाँन परिंदा

बिना तेरे दुनिया में ख़ुशी ढूंढी थी।।

आज भी पछताता हु  मैं अपनी उस गलती पे

निकाल बहार किया जो तुझे किया घर से।।

न पछताया न घबराया अपने उस फैसले से।।

डर न लगा तुझसे दूर होने के फैसले से।।

आज पछताता हु माँ जब भी तेरा चेहरा सामने आता है।।

वो तबाही का मंजर मुझे हर वक़्त सताता है।।

माफ़ करना माँ मुझे ,मेरे इस गलती के लिए

गम में कटे तेरे उस पल के लिए।।

शायद मेरे विचारो में कोई कमी थी।।

बिना तेरे न मेरी ज़िन्दगी थी ,न है , न रहेगी।।